My eyes speak truth

Had another seizure, bit my tongue again i sound like a fucking idiot

So last sunday my mother had a heart attack. SHES FINE but this past week has been hell on my heart…my mind…and my fucking soul. I haven’t talked to anyone about it, because people don’t fucking help, the bitch of a fat cow cunt of a boss i have has the fucking nerve to say “i hope at your new job you don’t have as many family problems” REALLLY YOU FUCKING BITCH, you expect me to show up to fucking work? I’m hurting so much, i pretty much disowned my fucking sister too, i told her the fuck off and shes a stupid bitch too a SUPER STUPID fucking bitch, how dare her fucking talk to me like she did…WHERE WAS I? i was with my goddamn grandmother because your stupid ass fucking father decided to break all my ribs and leave me having a hole in my fucking skull for the rest of my life. FUCK YOU. I’m done with you, i’m done with your pathetic bullshit of a life you seem to think is more important than Blood itself.

Why am i venting to a white box…because the 2 people i’d ever open up to like this aren’t around anymore because i fucked it all up.

I’m tired…2 more days till no more blockbuster

That i apparently don’t mean shit to you

I wonder if i should be saying sorry for being real with you

Tired,Angry,Annoyed,TIRED